I'm glad she explained what the Clap Out was because I was clueless. "The Clap Out will take place at 3pm after our promotion practice. The students run a trail on the field while all the other students clap for them. It's very fun and a great picture opportunity if you are able to make it! :)"
Oh, I get it! Cool! Then I burst into tears at my desk. And shit, here they come again. I don't think it's just this event that is getting to me but the overall realization that my son is graduating from 5th grade. I remember walking him to the bus stop for his first day of Kindergarten. We bought him a Buzz Lightyear Backpack and matching lunchbox. He was so little, full of excitement and ready to say goodbye to me for his first day of school. He made me promise I wouldn't cry and I didn't. But damn, I wanted too so bad. I was brave. Right now, not so much...
On Friday I will celebrate with all the other parents I have become friends with as we watch our children leave Elementary school and enter Middle School. I'm happy, I really am. It's another milestone and I'm incredibly proud of my son. I can't help but look back and reflect on the past 6 years. I'm grateful that I have been able to chaperone field trips, organize classroom parties and attend special events at the school. I'm grateful that my son has always been a good kid. Nice, polite, funny, a leader amongst his friends and smart! I'm honored that I was chosen to be his mom!
And I cry, because deep down inside, I don't want my son to grow up and leave me.

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i have three and feel this way too..
You are a great mom and have a beautiful relationship with your son. When the time comes to let him spread his wings, he will not be leaving you, rahter, he will be sharing more with you. *smile*
OH my gosh, same here. my 6th grader had a graduation (wha?) and she's off to Middle school.. weird stuff here huh?
And I'm voting in your poll below..
aww that's a cool way to celebrate. i wish my school had a 5th grade graduation.
congratulates
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